Monday, April 12, 2010

Love. Today.

It's a funny thing.

I would have told you, I loved him the first day we met.

I would have told you, I loved him the first day he spontaneously kissed me.

Those things both happened almost 3 months ago now.

Yesterday, he asked me for a hug.

Today, when saying our prayers before lunch, instead of folding his hands he reached out and held mine. I continued with the prayer and he kept looking at me and got wet eyes and a smile on his face as he said "Amen".

Today - I love this child. And it's different than 3 months ago. Not less. Not more.... different. I Love this child.


I know, without a doubt there is more growth to come. Probably more hard work ahead too. But I no longer wonder if I can really do this... well, today, I don't wonder.

Thank you Lord for entrusting me to him.

7 comments:

kn said...

Beautiful the two of you together.

Julie said...

It's a beautiful thing!

InventingLiz said...

It is different, for me too as time goes by, and I can tell it's different for Elfe too!

Shannon said...

Beautiful post - beautiful family!! We are getting more of those days - when i think i might actually be able to do this yet!! thanks for the encouragement!

Tammy said...

I know EXACTLY what you are talking about. And today, after 8 months home, I had to leave my son with someone else for the morning and I found myself racing home to see him because I missed him so much. I have found myself missing him before but today, it felt different.

Meg said...

Lovely post...thanks for your comment on our blog and the great reminder to communicate, this is something I struggle with a lot...more growth to come!

scooping it up said...

you guys are my heroes.