For posterity sake: I’ve reached another of those, gut wrenching cross roads. I’m finding that making these decisions often is not as hard as actually having the question laid before me. I have to admit, these big, giant heart aching crossroads are exhausting and I sometimes feel “broken” when they show up.
I also have to admit that- I know, beyond a doubt- that at this moment in time- tonight as I sit here and write this- I’m not ready to make this decision. I’m not ready. Not yet.
It is tempting. But temptation has been lingering strong here for a few days, rearing it’s ugly head. Remember that whole “Wolf in Sheep’s clothing” analogy?
Peace is here. It really is. It just isn’t alone, is all.